The Struggle

This piece is for all those who at one point in their lives struggled (and still struggling) to come to terms with what life has got to offer…those who really questioned God’s intervention. This is for you, read and have a think.
Here we go…

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Think I’m gonna walk away…
The mess my life is today…
Each time I refuse to pray…
Still you keep calling me…
I don’t wanna see your face…
The hands I raise up…
They are nothing but empty space…
Now I don’t know how to be…
I know it wasn’t right for me…
You are like what you are to me…
I feel like I’m in surgery…
Still, you cut deeper my secrets within…
My blanket of sin…
How much longer till you are through with me?…
Pls take what you need…
Don’t wait for me to heed…
Before I end up in weed…
I wanna get up now…
How can you be telling me to be still?…
Yes! I know you are God…
Do you have to remind me?…
Or do I really know you are God?…
Since it’s an anathema to please without…
Without faith that it…
May well be an anathema to recognise you…
Without faith it is…
Let’s stop this rigmarole…
The mumbo-jumbo stops now…
Forget all my jigery-pokery…
The hocus pocus gets me no-where…

I’m tired…of living on my own…

You are God…and I’m not!!!

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